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After several test that i've taken most of it says that i'm..Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical. but as in my own words,i know myself better than other knows me..

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

deep in, silent.

rindu. tapi saya belum lagi bersedia.
rindu. tapi saya dah lupa keselesaan hari semalam.
rindu. tapi saya takut nak senyum dan ketawa.
rindu. tapi saya risau, hari-hari esok kita macam mana?
rindu. tapi saya fikir, macam mana nak beritahu?
rindu. rindu sangat-sangat. tapi saya masih belum bersedia.

Monday, October 4, 2010

different phenomenon

recently, I've been crying for most every minute i lay myself in bed. 
and at times, i cried till i cant feel my own throat.
i want to find a place. yes, a place that i can please myself.
from this suffer.
if only i can escape, 
and if only there's the far-est place in map i can go.
i really want to take the step now.
yes, alone..

i'm not ok, 
wait till i find my own word.
to let it out.