wake up with sore eyes today, crying over watching the vow last night. i kept imagine if i'm in channing tatum shoe, that is why i cant stop crying. suddenly i felt so emotional that i cant imagine one day i wake up with no mohd ridzwan by my side. this explain that i am 100 percent sure that i want to live my whole life with him. kalau tak ada aral yang melintang, dengan izin-Nya (kun fayakun) jadi lah maka jadi lah, jodoh sudah ditetapkan. all i can do is wait until He say "it's time". insya Allah :)