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After several test that i've taken most of it says that i'm..Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical. but as in my own words,i know myself better than other knows me..

Friday, July 10, 2009

aku ke kite?

aku ke kite? aku ke kite? aku ke kite? aku? kite? hei.. memang la confuse. 'aku' is the word to describe me. 'kite' is the word to describe 'we'. tapi masalah disini sekarang..
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aku as in me (faezah) dont usually use 'aku' when i talk with my friends. i usually and permanently use 'kite'. aku use 'aku' when i'm talking with myself. bile aku berangan dan cakap seorang diri, bile ake buat dialogue sendiri dengan diri aku sendiri. contoh paling dekat (macam sekarang). patut la subjek bahasa malaysia aku susah nak dpt A dulu.haha.
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aku sedar kadang2 aku diejek dan digelak oleh kawan2. rase malu je dengan orang, yelah.. umur aku pun dah besar panjang tapi still aku use 'kite' among my friends. ayat biase yang aku terkena bile aku cakap: "parents kite" maksud aku 'parents aku' la. bile ayat itu digunekan depan kawan2 especially kawan lelaki. mesti aku terkena balik dgn diorg. "ape parents kite? kite dua? parents mertua aku ke?" itu la ayat yang kebiasaan aku terkena dgn kawan2 aku.
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perasaan malu menerpa kembali, tapi aku nak buat macam mane. dah try bnyk kali dah. aku nak biasakan diri ckp 'aku'. but i dont have the guts to throw out 'aku' from my mouth. kadang2 orang cakap aku ni tak rock la, tak brutal la, tak matang la. semua sebab aku biasakan diri aku 'kite' ke? ape aku boleh buat.. so, kawan2 terime la aku seadenye.. aku tetap aku dan aku tetap kite. aku ke kite? ah.. it's the same, doesnt matter anyway. i'm still me.

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